I have no idea what is wrong with me today, but I can't stop crying.
Potted history...left stbx around 18 months ago. 50% custody of our (early) teen DS. It was the right decision, he was very, very controlling, drinks too much, terrible with money, stalked me, and I have recently found out, tried it on with a good friend (and I have no doubt, countless others).
Just dropped DS back , and I cried all the way home.
I miss my old life. I have to work so hard now, my car is knackered, nobody has any money, and my head hurts.
I don't want STBX back, although I have loads of guilt about breaking up our family. I don't know what I want. Just moaning really. Can I have a hug?
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Weetabixandcrumpets · 31/08/2020 14:00
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