I found out I had had a MMC at my 12 week scan, back at the very end of March. It would have been my first child with DP.
Seem to have been so much stronger in myself recently. Had lost track of exactly how many weeks ago it had happened (at first, every Tuesday I would think, 1 week ago today..2 weeks ago today...) & was trying to be as positive as possible & look to the future. However, these last couple of days I have been feeling low again. I think it is because I know I would have been due to have my 20 week scan about now. It seems to have triggered me off again.
No one around me knows I am feeling like this, as I feel that everyone would expect me to be over it by now, so it is only on here that I am admitting this relapse.
We have decided not to think of trying for another until our house situation is all sorted (are looking to move soon), and part of me is scared that this was our one and only chance of a child together. I have 2 boys from my marriage to ex h, but was looking forward to having a child with DP, as I never got any support with ex h during my pregnancies. It was going to be a whole different experience & one we were looking forward to. It was even due on DP's 40th birthday.
Is it normal to have relapses like this so long after?
I guess it is the whole scan thing in my head, and maybe I have a touch of PMT!
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had been doing so well but feeling low again.
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Pinkchampagne · 28/05/2010 13:36
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