i have tried so hard lately to stay positive. but i can't do it any more. everything is such a struggle. things seemed to get a bit better when my brain scans came back clear (relief!!) i started to look forward to more, but recently, its going downhill again.
my nan is ill (poss leukaemia and/or internal bleeding) i am so close to her and the thought of her not being here sets me off into a blind panic. i love her so much.
I am being bridesmaid a week on saturday and i am still too fat, and last night my friend decides she wants my dd1 to be a flower girl, but no dress or anything has been sorted. She still hasnt even decided on the shoes i am supposed to be wearing let alone try them on and buy them!
this morning i got a water bill through for a stupid amount, and when i ring and query it cos we are on a capped price plan (should be £15 a month less than what they are saying now!!) they have decided that we owe them £185 from 2006!! we have never even recieved a bill for this!! i knew we owed about £60 but they added that onto the monthly payments last year and i thought it was all paid!! how can they do this?? we have only recently got 'straight' with money and been able to start saving a little towards our first family holiday ever. I bet they will f*ck up the tax credits renewal as well in a few weeks time and screw us over again. Every single bloody year we seem to 'owe' them even though we keep them up to date with all our changes etc.
me and DH seem to be spending less and less time together. ds1 said the other day the only time we spend time together is when we go grocery shopping together
i am so tired all the time. i have got no energy for anything. i just want to leave and not come back. ever.
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its all starting to go wrong again
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AnAngelWithin · 06/03/2008 17:10
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