Hi,
I have a 12 week baby girl who I am told is very good. I know deep down she is but I feel terible as I find the daily duties of looking after a her so boring. I cant wait until she is sleeping so I can spend some time doing my jobs and its only then I relax. I cant wait to go back to work, it will be part time rather than full time but I feel so selfish as I just cant seem to let go of my old life.
On the outside I look like the perfect Mum and my daughter is given lots of love but on the inside I cant stop thinking about what I am missing.
In the last year we moved from central London to Surrey, my friends are all working and live in the City. I dont really like where we have moved too but we cant move back due to the cost of a large home in London. I miss having the time to do what i please, travelling etc...
Does anyone else know what I am going through or am I a just a bad selfish Mum?
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Mental health
I just dont feel like a Mum
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vnewmummy · 03/03/2008 13:41
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