Hi
I don't want to drip-feed, but I'm having a bad time lately, and I did something at uni to upset people (spoke my mind), now most of my group have fallen out with me. I've got PTSD so I feel like a complete bitch anyway, but this has just done it for me. Everyone else is going out and having a great time, and there was an open invite to a night out- I think near to another girl's birthday. I said I might go, as it's my Birthday near the time too (in a jokey way), and everyone else got a 'like' except for me. Petty I know. Me and this girl are friendly, or I thought so anyway.
I had a bereavement on Jan 1st and this is my final year, so I'm really struggling. I'm so stupid. I've put on so much weight (was a size 14, now more 16) and I look absolutely horrendous. I'm just fat and ugly and I don't fit in. No-one talks to me anymore, and I'm just such a bloody arrogant and snobby cow. I absolutely hate myself. I finish in May and I'm fed up, I can't cope for that long. Some-one tell me it's worth finishing my degree, please.
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Feel like such a bitch
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Katkins1 · 12/02/2014 21:26
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