dont worry im not gonna say im going to kill myself this time. I dont want to be shot down.
im on different meds now and feel better already. i had to go a few days without anything and it was awful.
last month i took alot of risks, drinking, spending and unprotective sex with a friend. unfortunately that has led to a pregnancy ffs.
Now i am having to go through the drama of an termination cos im not mentally stable to have another child. plus i hate what the my body changes to when im pregnant,
I used to have bulimia and anorexia when i was younger and have been better from that for abut 6 years but im still conscious of my body and i hated my belly growing each time, luckily i didnt put any weight on with my pregnancies, i only grew a belly. but tbh i did start making myself sick when i was last pregnant and i stopped eating. I had a really healthy almost 9lb baby so my ways didnt affect the baby.
If i keep the baby i know i will be worst. I used to be pro life, but right now i coudnt care.
do you think its the depression which is scewing my pro life attitue and you reckon i would regret this once im better?
I know you cant answer for me, but wanted opinions, not that i would listen as im booked into bpas tomorrow.
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Misshousehunter · 30/09/2010 09:07
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