Hiya....
How did my Mum cope? Well, she immediately said she wanted to move house too, especially as their home was our family home so far too big for just her on her own. However as the weeks/months went by she decided she was going to stay put because she didn't want to leave the memories of Dad behind. In fact she was asked, shortly after he died, by a builder if she would sell part of her very large garden so some more new houses could be built - she refused and said no because her garden was her memorial for my Dad who also enjoyed pottering about in the garden.
One of the hardest jobs was to help get my Dad's stuff together. She washed and ironed all his clothes and folded them all up and put them in bags for the charity shops. Because Mum doesn't drive I took the bags to the British Heart Foundation shop. Parting with my Dad's belongings was one of the hardest things to do. I dreaded walking past that shop for fear of seeing something of my Dad's in the window for sale.
My Mum was brilliant at going thru my Dad's stuff. She didn't start doing it until after we had laid him to rest. She did it all at her own pace - bit by bit and she has kept a few bits of his - his books, old radios, diaries etc...but has kept them tucked away.
I worried about my Mum initially. She had never lived on her own for her entire life - so to suddenly live on your own in a big house I thought was quite scary for her but she adjusted quite quickly. Fortunately she has a very matter of fact attitude and knew she had no choice but to 'carry on'. I can remember her saying...'life is too short, make the most of the time you have left and you've lost your Dad, you're not going to lose your Mum too'....
I lost my Dad as a result of a drunk 19yo driver who was 3 times over the limit and high on 'E'. He smashed into my Dad's car. My Dad was never the same after that accident and aged years afterwards. He died just a few weeks later. The boy who hit Dad lives just a few doors from my Mum so she had to cope with seeing the lad around too. The lad was banned from driving for just 12mths.
You are going thru such a tough time at the moment anastasia. You are trying to be strong for your daughter, your husband and your Mum but please do not forget about YOU. You have lost your lovely Dad.....sometimes in cases like this I think its good you take time out for yourself, even if its just 5mins to go and sit somewhere on your own and reflect...enjoy your memories of him - the times he made you laugh etc...I can remember so vividly the very last conversation I had with my Dad - he was eating his dinner at the time and I can even remember what was on his plate....initially all I could remember about him was the most recent times with him but eventually all the previous 38yrs come flooding in and you end up remembering your childhood memories too, which is great.
I think its great you are doing a piece on your Dad's history....we did this for my Dad too and even one-worder memories which can conjure up many memories such as....mint-humbugs (he always ate them!), roast chestnuts (he always did them on the fire), tobacco tins (he kept piles of them with various articles in them!), his pipe (which he kept on him like a child with a dummy!), peel-aparts (what he used to call his hankies!) and various other words....my Dad had such a brilliant witty sense of humour and it was only right that we tried to make his funeral as light-hearted as possible but even so I found it incredibly sad.
We also did a beautiful picture of a collage of various photos of my Dad which we had put up in the entrance to the church...it included photos of him with the grandchildren, when he got married, when he was in the RAF etc etc....it was then taken to the wake and loads of people were able to look at it and enjoy seeing Dad.
Anyway I'm glad you have told your daughter and I can understand how hard it has been for her too. Its hard losing anyone in life but when you're a teenager it must be even harder. My daughter was only 7 but she coped very well but she does have the occasional wobbly day - she's almost 11 now but she's been a huge comfort for me too.
Keep in touch...I'll keep popping back to this thread.....xxxxxx