My darling Dad is in his final days of life. He developed a rare heart infection back in January. The hospital thought they could operate but it became too serious and he became palliative.
I just never thought this day would come. He doesn't look like my Dad anymore, it is breaking my heart to pieces to see him like this.
I have a 9 month old daughter who he absolutely adores & I know she will always be a connection to him but I just truly don't know how I'm going to cope without him. The thought of having anymore children who wouldn't get to meet him overwhelms me. I am an only child.
We live next door to my parents so we are incredibly close. He's still technically here and already my heart is aching with pain at missing him. I've never felt pain like it before.
I just can't believe my wonderful, clever strong Dad has been reduced to this.
Please just tell me how to cope with this gut wrenching pain.
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IngletonRose · 03/04/2024 11:48
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