So I have another question and I GENUINELY don't mean this to be inflammatory, I'm just interested. Of those of you who have chosen NC with a relative or parent have your siblings / aunts / uncles done the same? Is this person toxic to all family and friends or do they single you out?
dogscatsandbabies, No clear cut or short answer to this regards my parents. Both of my parents have mental health issues, both are (functioning) alcoholics, both are abusive. Mother’s MH issues are deeper rooted and harder to “cure” than fathers, and also harder to deal with. Father also accepts he has mental health issues and does some thinsg to try to limit them. My mother mostly refuses to treat her MH issues or even accept she has any. She is also far more toxic than my father. Father, while having issues of his own, is more of an enabler than an abuser. Mother is definitely an abuser, and definitely very toxic.
I have other siblings and they …..oh this is sooooo hard to explain without turning it into a novel.
My siblings have periods of contact with my parents, then periods of no contact, these periods can be up to 5 years or more. Every parent/sibling relationship is volatile and unstable, no single one of my sibling have stable (or remotely healthy) contact with my parents. But as the years go on, it’s becoming increasingly obvious that some of my siblings are developing the same problems/lifestyle as my parents. All of my siblings have alcohol problems. One sister has been diagnosed with the same personality disorder as my (our) mother. One brother has the same MH diagnosis as my father.
My siblings now have grown up children themselves and most of those relationships are dysfunctional or non-existant too. Many of my nieces and nephews are no contact with their parents (my brothers and sisters), as well as with my parents (their grandparents). Those nephews and nieces who do still have contact with my siblings (their parents) I fear will either be NC a decade from now, or I fear even more, will have followed the same vicious cycle of their parents and grand parents and turned to the bottle or be camping with their own personality disorders and the poisonous coping mechanisms often employed by those with undiagnosed PDs.
Both of my parents have brother and sisters (my aunts and uncles) and those relationships broke down many many decades ago. When I was a small child my mum and dad had some contact with their brothers and sisters, but as they became increasingly difficult to deal with, those brother/sister relationships broke down and petered out and have been non existent for around 20-30 years now.
My parents are however “in your face” idiots. It’s obvious pretty quickly to most people that they are numpties, best to be avoided. They have no close friends or close family ties at all. At best they have sporadic volatile on and off relationships with my siblings and with others. Most people who know a bit of my family history totally support and understand my being NC with parents.
On the other hand my husband has THE worst kind of mother, who makes mine look like Mama Walton. My husband’s mother was abusive in the extreme, but could put on the best façade possible to the rest of the world. A secret abuser if you will. So while people who know me, and know my family, know and support my NC stance 100%, my husband does not have that luxury as most people think his mum is a nice person, and he must be a cruel bastard to go NC with them. His mother only abused him, and never ever physically, but to a terrible degree emotionally and verbally. He does have a sister but she was the golden child and he was the scape goat. While my parents abuse was quite blatant and obvious (obvious neglect, obvious parents had alcohol issues, obvious parents had bad MH issues, obvious that my parents had zero healthy relationships with any single person in their lives)… my husband’s mothers abuse was far more subtle and 100% behind closed doors and totally invisible to the world. My husband’s mother has a perfectly ok relationship with her siblings. She is at worst “slightly bossy” or “a bit controlling” with his other aunts and uncles and cousins, and is known (quite affectionately) in the family as the alpha-female-bossy-but-nice-enough-aunty-who-must be-obeyed. It was only with her own son that that bossy became utterly controlling and abusive.
I would take the “in your face” abuse/neglect I received at the hands of my family any day, as opposed to the “secret” abuse my husband went through. I was left to rear myself from a very young age. At 10 years old I did more parenting of my alcoholic parents than they did of me. It taught me to be independent and strong and to fend for myself. My husband was never even remotely neglected, he was however smothered and controlled and enmeshed and made to feel an utter failure by a controlling, toxic and abusive mother.
So two stories of NC with abusive parents and two completely different takes on how the abusive parents portray themselves to the world at large.
Sorry this was so long, but it’s impossible (for me) to condense.