Mental thread 🤣
And before anyone gets PC - I have been sectioned once and retain the right to a sense of humour.
This is a bit of an odd question and I am not really sure how to phrase it so will just explain my story for context:
When I was ill I had mild psychosis - not an overt seeing or hearing things etc. Just strange thoughts where my family knew I wasn’t quite right IYSWIM. I had gone down a weird thought track - wasn’t a harm to myself or others. Just thought certain music videos were talking about a specific subject - sending political messages through creative imagery and lyrics. It never really bothered me in a negative way, if anything I found it quite exciting hence discussing it with family and I didn’t think they were messages talking to me specifically or anything like that. Basically I think I got a bit obsessed and a bit too in depth but still to this day I can see why I thought that. I don’t really care whether it’s true or not because it doesn’t really matter and who knows except the creatives who wrote and directed these songs/videos. I just look back on it as a ‘well maybe it was, maybe it wasn’t’ - but at the time I was dead certain it was.
Anyway - Obviously this was a lot to explain to people so I didn’t really bother explaining it to the professionals as I knew they wouldn’t understand, and I didn’t think I was unwell. Quite a reserved psychotic - it literally was all in my head. I only got sectioned because I freaked out that my family were trying to section me and ran around town shouting people were trying to section me 🤣 Ironic I know.
Anyway when in section I didn’t obviously have any marked improvement. Because there wasn’t really much to improve upon with regard that when medicated and well I also didn’t bother trying to explain about these messages and I again didn’t think I was unwell.
It dawned on me after 2 weeks that I was going to be stuck in there indefinitely until I showed an improvement and so decided to pretend to be really psychotic and made up stories about how I saw space ships flying through the sky and other rubbish for a week to then be able to make some kind of marked ‘recovery’ to normal to then be let out. In the end that worked.
So my question - if one of the symptoms of is denying your ill then how do you really sift the wheat from the chaff. And how do you deal with patients manipulating the system like I did or those too reserved/naive/honest that they get stuck there (ie. there were some homeless just pretending to be unwell for bed and board, a couple of mothers pretending to be ill for respite from their difficult lives, someone who wanted a temporary holiday from prison (obviously all these people needed to recharge or they wouldn’t have tried to get themselves sectioned but they weren’t acutely unwell with mental illness in my eyes and they certainly didn’t think so either and were quite open about why they were there and what they were doing) and then on the flip side a poor older lady accused of having dementia who absolutely did not have dementia - I still worry occasionally about what happened to her to this day.)
Sorry long post/question!