Dh left in December, ummed and ahhed about being with me or not until two weeks ago when he said he definitely wasn't coming back.
We've been together since school, we have three small dc's.
I love him, I am devastated. I'm pretty sure there will be someone else.
I just can't seem to pull myself together and stop crying. Rl friends have been disappointing in their support as has my family who think I should be getting over it by now.
I just feel so alone, I loved him ffs, I was happy (him evidently not) I've never wanted anyone else. I just don't know how to get over this, I don't sleep, I can't eat, I can't stop crying. I just want to feel better. I want a hug, I want the pitying looks to stop at the school gate. Even the solicitors I've seen at the consultations all have a pitying look. I am sick of being asked 'is there someone else.'
I've been off work since he left, I had a meeting with my manager last week and she said 'I can't imagine what your going through, I always think my husband needs me more than I need him so I think I'd be ok if he left.'
I feel like such a failure, I've failed myself, failed my kids and I don't know where to go from here
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please hand me a grip, I can't pull myself together
girlintheriver · 13/02/2016 14:05
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