ok, for a couple of months Ive been struggling. Ive had severe depression on and off (mainly on) since ds was born 3y ago. a year ago i came off my AD's in december I was discharged by my EDT (anorexia). but im really, really struggling. my last mc hasnt helped but i cant stop crying and i feel like everyone around me is moving too quickly and speaking too loud, while im stuck in treacle. everything is grey, food tastes like cardboard. i fantasise about buses hitting me as i walk down the street. i cant cope and i feel like such a failure for it.
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been trying to deny it to myself and others, but sinking fast and no way out.
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TheLadyOfTheGreenKirtle · 12/05/2010 13:19
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