Hi
I'm posting because I don't want to bother any of my friends, and they are all fed up of me. I have been feeling low for a while: depressed, hearing voices, crying all of the time, not sleeping, seeing giant spiders, not knowing where I am or what I am doing, just talk and talk and don't even know what I am saying, can barely get my words out, really, really tired (whole body aching, especially my legs), I get actual cramps and then pains in my legs and sometimes just in my entire body and I have to stop what I am doing until the pain goes. I find it hard to sleep, wake up at 3am and other odd times, always cold and heaving sometimes. It's something that I can barely describe, really. Have been SH'ing and feeling suicidal for a long time. I have been put on Prozac (20mg) but I don't feel much better... just in pain all of the time. And some flashbacks, too. It's made worse because I was meant to sign on, and missed my signing so now I've got hardly anything to live on. I missed the signing because I had no idea what day it was. My friends have convinced me to go to the DR and get signed off sick now, and some proper treatment. But I don't know what to say to them and how to say it. I always pretend to be absolutely fine, but I can barely function most days. I'm so scared of going, I want to cry, just don't know how to explain it all or say any of this.
Sorry that has turned in to a huge essay, but I don't know what to do and what to say to them. I'm going tomorrow morning.
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Katkins1 · 17/06/2014 15:54
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