I tried to throw myself down the stairs. It didn't work - too much of a wuss. I'm disabled, have DH who is wonderful but doesn't really understand depression, a DS with ASD and a DD who is 1. I'd like to die but then I think about my DCs living without a mother and I couldn't do that to them.
I just can't cope. I want to escape. If I hurt myself enough I might get to stay in hospital for a while. Plus I could get painkillers for the constant pain I am in.
I told DH about how I'm feeling and he said he'd hate it if I was hurt. But I hurt all the time anyway. I'm a crap mother to DS and DD. they deserve so much better.
I hate myself
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I want to hurt myself
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TwistyBraStrap · 01/11/2012 22:10
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