I've posted before that I was concerned that I was developing agoraphobia - I sort help from my GP and am awaiting a CBT assessment in a few weeks. Sadly, despite repeated efforts to get out of the house every day - even if its just a short walk to the park or shops - I am now making myself effectively housebound. This has all happened in such a short space of time (4 - 8 weeks) that I'm terrified that eventually my life will shrink to the size of a fucking walnut.
I have coping techniques for panic attacks including breathing control/paper bag/ rescue remedy but now I'm suffering from 'fear of the fear' IFYSWIM - I now hate going out in case i have a panic attack with my 18 month old DD, and I am TERRIFIED of passing out or losing it when I'm responsible for her.
Is this symptomatic of PND ? GP tried to diagnose me with it recently but I was unconvinced - this was before all this happened.
Please help me leave the fucking flat. I hate feeling like this and am starting to think a life lived confined isn't worth living at all - I am OBSESSED with this disorder, and going out or not going out are all I think about, without exception.
I need to go to town to get some things and I can't face the crowds, the shops, the distance from home. I can't go with DD and I can't go without her. I can barely wobble to the fucking park and I feel that she is suffering as I am, being indoors all the time. Up until recently we would go out all day every day to groups or the beach. At the moment we just play together in the lounge. How has this happened ? i used to be super confident!
I'm due to have a Hypnotherapy appointment on Wednesday -anyone had experience of Hypnotherapy for panic or anxiety disorders ? If it doesn't work I'm fucked.
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houndsoflove · 04/12/2011 15:09
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