As it sounds.
I have completed fucked it emotionally. I have been avoiding him, I have tried.
I have feelings for him that I really shouldn't. I can't even walk around the office because I'm trying so hard to pretend I'm not thinking about him all the time.
We are both not available.an
We keep going through this cycle of getting really close and then releasing we've gone too far and backing off again. Then we start talking again, lines get blurred.
He does so many things that make me feel like he feels the same way but then does other stuff which reminds me that this is stupid.
I feel like a damn teenager, a reckless idiot one.
I've got a works do next week we are both going to. Can't get out of.
I'm dreading it. How the hell do I act. I had to speak to him for something yesterday and my face was flaming.
Can't leave this job either. Fuuuccckkk!
Help, life experience or a slap in the face/groin is very much welcome.
Why did he have to be soo him?
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To be in love with work mate whose been flirting for 4 years!!
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Brickedit · 10/04/2019 17:07
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