Not really sure what to say, feeling completely and utterly numb.
Been a long time lurker but only posted once but have very few people in real life to talk to.
Long story short, have had a fwb thing with a great guy for close to two years now, it's been the best two years of my life, we had so much fun together and he was the only one who could put a smile on my face in an instant.
Got a call on Saturday from his best friend saying he had been killed in a car accident, I don't even know this person but he was in the marines and was in Afghanistan last year so had said he would give my number to him just in case he didn't make it back.
Feels like my whole world has collapsed, never going to see him again, never going to hear his voice. Apparently he left a letter for me before he was away last year but I told his best friend I wasn't sure i wanted to read it, I can't even think straight atm, all I want is him back and to tell him what I was always too scared to, that I was so in love with him.
Slight ramble but am sat on my own and feeling lonelier than ever.
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Fairydust7715 · 12/01/2015 21:01
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