So my beautiful, beautiful old man is very poorly. He has been diagnosed with degenerative myelopathy and has really deteriorated over the last two weeks... we knew this was coming but even just the thought of going to vets to have him pts is killing me 🙁 how am I actually going to go through with it. I can't not be there as he is my baby, but I know it's going to break my heart and he actually hates me being upset, it stresays him out. So what am I going to do. Please someone tell me how I can hold it all together until they've done it... so fucking unfair 😢