Hello everyone,
I'm feeling a bit lost and am looking for some advice.
My Dd is 9, and cannot read or spell.
She has no diagnosis of anything but school have placed her on their SEN register.
What this means in reality is that she gets taken out of class every day in to a group of 3 children and a TA to do different work to the rest of the class. The other 2 children have severe behavioural needs which the TA struggles to manage whilst my DD sits there not receiving any attention or input because she is well behaved and compliant.
School did a dyslexia screen which they've told me shows that she is not dyslexic.
I'm at a loss as to why she has such a significant learning delay in reading, spelling and also maths.
She is incredibly intelligent. She's bright, alert, astute, is fully engaged with the world around her, has a brilliant sense of humour, is extremely empathetic, kind, gentle, so very thoughtful, notices so much of what's going on around her and is very in tune with other people's feelings and emotions. She adores art, dance, stories - her favourite thing in the world is to be read to, animals, nature, playing, swimming, crafting. She's highly imaginative, loves playing with her sibling and her friends, she has friends who love her, her older sibling literally adores her, she is the chattiest little girl ever - she chats away to me non stop and her use of vocabulary is impressive and very varied, and her comprehension of what new words mean is really impressive. She's affectionate, loving, and just a little angel.
But tonight at bedtime she spent 2 hours crying her eyes out, her little face looked like she was in so much pain. She cried and cried about not being able to read. She told me her greatest wish is to be able to read, and said "I feel so stupid", "I feel so ashamed", "I'm so embarrassed about myself" all through terrible tears. She was clinging on to me, wrapped her whole body around mine, asking me to please help her. She said every day she misses her class lessons because she is taken out of class in to this little group of 3, that she gets no benefit from. She said co.ments from peers who ask her why she can't read are making her feel stupid and worthless.
I have spoken to the SENCO at school about her not benefiting from being in this group, and I was told there are no resources to give her any other input, i.e. not enough staff to offer any alternative.
I don't know how to help or what to do.
I've noticed that I can teach her a word, go over it in repetition, she'll appear to get it, and then within 20 seconds it's gone again and she can't recognise or remember the word.
Some words that I ask her to sound out, she guesses the word based on the 1st letter, or she says words that don't even contain the letters that are in the word I'm trying to teach her to read.
She is a gifted artist for her age, and often draws what she's seen that day, and she'll draw the most incredible detail in something that I can't believe she even noticed. So if she notices and remembers this much detail, how can she not notice the detail in a short word, or remember it through repetition?
School are adament it's not dyslexia because the school screening test came back as normal. I've had this conversation with them several times over.
Another thing is she cannot pronounce her words properly. Examples are that the W in 'Weather' is pronounced with her front teeth on her bottom lip. For Never she says 'Nether'. These are just 2 examples, but she mispronounces words hundreds of times a day. No amount of non-stop, endless correcting of her pronunciation by me ever, ever teaches her to remember how to say the word properly. In fact it's counter productive as it upsets her when I correct her, even though I do it in a softly spoken, swing and encouraging way. She just gets really frustrated.
She has very, very poor short term memory, but excellent long term memory.
She struggles to follow instructions that have more than 2 steps involved, or with any instruction that's too complex.
She regularly says "What?" "Pardon?" "Can you say that again please?" But it's not to do with her hearing ad she can hear a pin drop in the distance! She's had her hearing tested and it's good. It's more as though she is asking the person to repeat themselves so that she can give herself more time to process what they've said before she responds.
She needs a lot of time. Extra time to do things. Rushing her if we're late sends her in to a complete meltdown and she says she can't cope with hurrying up or rushing.
School teachers and SENCO don't even seem worried. Every school year is the same; unworried teachers. Every ADPR meeting is met with a teacher gushing with enthusiasm, telling me she's a pleasure to teach and that she's wonderful at drawing and popular with peers. I get inwardly really cross. I'm not there to hear about her drawing. And the teacher doesn't teach her. A TA does. And I happen to know the TA outside of school and she is new to the role and has no experience in education whatsoever, comes from a totally unrelated background of work.
I've been told by my local authority she doesn't qualify for an Ed psych referral.
When I relay my concerns to her teacher, she smiles brightly and says "Don't worry! She doesn't need a diagnosis! It makes no difference at all to the way we teach her!" all delivered with a megawatt smile.
she has started constantly apoligising for things she does not need to be apilogising for, and i think this is a sign that her self esteem is being affected, which I cant bear.
I have spent every day of her life telling her and showing her how much I love her. I continuously give her positive feedback, praise, encouragement, I listen to her, I try as hard as i can to give her a happy life filled with different experiences, but its not enough.
Can anyone advise me?
I need to know whats going on.
And my DD is begging me to know what's going on.
Phew, I haven't said all this to anyone in real life. Thanks for listening!
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Helena2000 · 05/09/2023 22:47
openupmyeagereyes · 20/09/2023 06:50
Did you have a chat with them on the phone about your dd before you booked?
What does your dh think is the reason she’s struggling?
Helena2000 · 20/09/2023 06:36
Thank you for your ongoing supportive messages, I appreciate it enormously.
I have now secured a bank loan and have booked her in for a private dyslexia assessment.
I'm a bit nervous financially because it is costing £700 and if it turns out she isn't dyslexic then I will be repaying a £700 loan to have found out she isn't. But if it turns out she is then it will be the best £700 I've ever spent.
Ideally I'd have loved to book her in with an Ed Psych so that she could have a much broader assessment, but I have really struggled to find EdPsychs, and of the 2 that I have found they quoted £1,500 - £1,700, which I just can't afford.
But if it turns out she's not dyslexic after her assessment I will probably wish I'd put the £700 towards saving up for an EdPsych!
It's so hard to book with the right person and I feel like I'm not knowledgeable enough about learning delays to have confidence in who I'm choosing to book her in with.
And I've started feeling kind of angry that I'm being forced in to taking matters in to my own hands and forced down the private route......I feel a bit unreasonable for feeling like this, it's a new feeling which I wasn't expecting to have. I'm not an angry person!
Completely unsupported by DH too, which is hard. He's not supporting this emotionally, mentally or financially, so I feel completely alone on this journey.
SusiePevensie · 20/09/2023 09:02
From what you've said your DH is mostly right. She is bright and she can catch up, but she'll need a bit of help on the way.
OvertakenByLego · 20/09/2023 09:22
EPs have long waiting lists at the moment, sadly. A result of how many parents are needing to appeal to SENDIST at the moment. EPs are more expensive than dyslexia assessors, but their reports are far more comprehensive.
If you would have to take a loan to pay have you thought about requesting an EHCNA. If the LA agree to assess it will include an EP report. If they don’t and you appeal you may be able to get funding for or towards an independent report.
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Helena2000 · 17/04/2024 14:44
Hello,
I just wanted to update this thread because there were some very helpful and detailed replies.
We got a private assessment in the end and DD has been diagnosed with severe dyslexia and poor working memory.
This has been incredibly helpful in aiding our understanding.
Thank you to everyone who took the time to reply to me.
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