I also posted this in the SN board, but thought mums of teenagers may well be able to say what would help...
I have Asperger's syndrome, am 34, am severely depressed after the loss of a baby at 25 weeks. Though I have been severely depressed as long as I can remember, mostly because of my relationship with my mother.
I am home at my parents' - DP is staying at his parents 200 miles away, we are in the UK instead of the Netherlands where we normally live. We are here for 3 weeks, and it is total hell after 3 days.
My mother is very very passive aggressive - a master of the loaded look and the nasty comment behind someone's back. I am not sure I have ever heard her be nice about someone unless she is actually talking to them. This includes her 1yo granddaughter (my niece), whom she constantly describes as knowing and manipulative.
I have ASD- I find dishonesty and stupidity really upsetting. Anyone would find my mother's behaviour weird and unpleasant but it tears me to shreds.
I also get sensory overload really easily, particularly in situations where I have to listen to her chatter on with really bitchy comments about everyone and everything. I really, really hate smalltalk, particularly when it is pointlessly unpleasant.
However I am feeling like I am making her life hell, because I am avoiding her or getting sarky like a teenager when I have to put up with her. It makes my Dad sad, and it makes me feel like a snake in the grass. Yet I can't stop because she irritates me every time she opens her mouth.
Can anyone out there say what would make the mum of a grumpy miserable teenager or ASD kid happy?
Mum knows I have a diagnosis of moderate ASD but she thinks I am just a badly behaved unpleasant cow who hates her. She frequently makes reference to what a horrible child I was, in front of me and her friends. I was a pretty typical kid with undiagnosed ASD. She thinks most diagnoses of ASD are excuses on the part of silly stupid bad parents.
Yes, I loathe her a lot of the time.
But I also desperately want to make her happy, but in a way that might help her accept me for who I am rather than who she would have liked as a daughter.
any suggestions?
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