This may sound somewhat silly and childish to some and i dont know why this has hurt and upset me so much. my dp have been on again off again for a while and while i was pregnant i because increasing insecure about myself and lost my confidence. I have slowly regained some confidence back (as i suffer from pnd and am talking medication) during the pregnancy i would quiz my dp about his ex and why he didnt want to be with her. He said he just didnt and has never wanted to be with anyone as much as me. Well i seem to have become absolutely obsessed with her I wanted to know what she looked like and i was torturing myself thinking of the 2 of them together. She has a facebook and there isnt a day that goes by that i wanted to look at it to see what she was up to and to see photos of her. I wouldnt mind but she isnt even the greatest looking and i know myself without sounding big headed that im far better looking but there is just something i cant get outta my head and torturing myself with. Well his db lives next door to her and we called to see his db the other day and we where standing outside and dp looked straight up and stared up at her bedroom window. It was like sticking a knife through my heart We had a major arguement on the way home as i thought it was really disrespectful of him to do that but he said he was only looking at the house and is he not allowed to look now? I said how would you like it if we drove past my exp house and i stared up at his bedroom window and he said it wouldnt bother him!!! he says he wants nothing to do with her but i just wouldnt listen i was so jealous and angry and hurt that he did it. We have not talked from it and are meant to be going to relate on wed but dont know if i even wanna go with him now. Am i being silly?? Why is this hurting so much?? I feel like a silly school kid Obviously other problems in the relationship too and thats why going to relate
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hurtwithjealousy3 · 18/05/2009 17:38
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