DH seems to think that he is my boss. He makes all the decisions in our house, takes no notice of my wishes, and to be honest I don't really dare to express myself and to stand up to him very much. Probably due to EA in my childhood from parents and also in adult life from my first husband.
I am not sure if my DH is EA towards me, however whether or not he is I feel like I need to make my wants and needs known a bit more, and develop a thicker skin when he inevitably gets pissed off when I won't do as he says or wants.
To give an example, last night he decided to watch a film on the TV downstairs, which is a film that we have both seen before and that I don't like. I got no say in whether I wanted to watch this film too. So I went upstairs with the laptop and kindle and watched tv in bed. After about an hour he came upstairs and had decided that he didn't want to watch the film and basically said "I'm going to bed now" and just turned the TV off and the light, and then was put out when I said I wasn't tired and that I was going to go downstairs.
Last year we went on holiday and stayed the night before our flight in a hotel at the airport. We didn't have to get up super-early the following day, but DH decided that we all had to go to bed early, and then insisted that we all lay in silence in the hotel room in the dark, and kept shouting at me when I tried to look at my phone or have a whispered conversation with DD. I wanted to take my phone and book and go and sit in the hotel bar and have a read as it was so early and I simply wasn't tired, but I didn't dare.
He has recently decided to cancel SKY tv, with no thought to whether or not I'd still like to have it. He's decided we're not having a holiday this year because he wants an extension, again with no consideration for me and with me not allowed a say. If he wants to do something I am expected to comply and be quick whilst if I want to do something or go somewhere he faffs around and takes ages. Even if we are in a shopping centre and I want to go in a different shop to him he seems annoyed.
How can I stop being such a sap and start to stand up for myself and become more assertive? I find it hard to deal with him disapproving of what I do, as because of my childhood I feel like I always need other peoples' approval. How can I get over that, too?
Thanks in advance.
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How can I stop letting DH make all the decisions and stick up for myself?
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Tealrhino · 30/03/2015 22:06
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