Actually I'm more than tired, my eye balls feel like they are hanging out and in between my eye lids twitching they feel like they are inside out.
We have a 10m dd, sleeping through is hit and miss, more miss than hit.
I'm a SAHM but go to work for a few hours today to keep my foot in the door and escape for a few hours. DP gave up working this day so I could do this as.
The deal was, when he is working, I go to dd during the night and visa versa.
But last night I tended to her three times, two whilst he was pretending to snore head off, the third he was talking so fucking long to even get out of bed, I just got up and made a bottle. I'm not dashing to her straight away,I wait and see if she will go back off herself.
I've had about four hours sleep. I was due in work at half eight but rang in and said I maybe in later. I coach kids in a potentially dangerous environment so f I'm not on the ball then accidents will happen.
I'm not surprised this happens because he is one of the most laziest fucking people I have met. I'm not his partner, I'm his mother, maid, skivvy,cook, cleaner. I don't mid doing the cleaning whist he is at work , but the mess he makes is just mindless, eg cupboard doors left open after a drink, plates on floor, sweet papers just left where he was sat.
I have to remind him to shave and brush his fucking teeth, to tuck his shirt in on his suit for work, honestly he is like a fucking ten year old avoiding looking smart for school.
I've gone of having sex with him, I enjoy it when I can be arsed, but getting to that point I just can't be bothered anymore. It's getting to be an issue. I'm too fucking tired and why should I ?
I've told him, I've had enough, there is no point in him being here, all he does is eat, shit and sleep here, so what's the point.
I had a cry in kitchen, he had a cry on stairs.
He does play with dd when he is home, the adore each other, but I basically feel like I'm parenting two kids. He has taken dd out.
Sorry if there are typos but I feel like my brain is bleeding out my ears
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