A few months ago I posted on here that I wanted a chance to see H's ow. Not to talk to her, just to restore her to normality in my head. Not seen her since a month before I found out about the affair when she came to H's birthday party.
Well last night I got my wish We were at school seeing DS1 off on his trip to the States. I was already a bit wobbly as I am quite scared of flying myself and he is still my baby (even though he's a strapping lump of a 15yr old!). And she walked past us while we were waiting. H didn't notice her and she didn't look directly at either of us but I know she has seen us by the expression on her face. It felt like a physical jolt - as if someone had hit me hard in the chest. Very very odd.
Positives - I feel that now it's done I don't need to be scared of her anymore.
Negatives - she looked so ordinary and a bit sad and I feel sorry for her. I don't want to feel sorry for her. I don't want to feel anything about her again...
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Well I got my wish!
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Ormiriathomimus · 23/11/2012 12:02
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