Hi all
This will be long, so sorry in advance.
I've been with DH for ten years, married for three, I have a 13 YO DSS, there is a big age gap between us (19 years).
When I got with H, I never wanted kids and he didn't want anymore, however about five years ago (when I was 24), hormones kicked in and before we married we had a really frank discussion about it, I explained I couldn't not be a mum, but understood his position and if we couldn't agree we could go our separate ways. H said, we could try for one as his age was a concern.
We started trying two years ago and on Saturday I found out I was five weeks pregnant.
I will add here, generally me and H get on fab, but when we row it's vile, he's very hurtful and says things along the line of "you're a fat cow and no one else will want you etc", all said in the heat of the moment designed to really hurt, I've learned to ignore as we probably row like this two to three times a year. The rest of the time we are fab, loving and happy - I will add, I can hold my own in the argument and once the vile insults come out, I can be as nasty back, but I never kick off fwith the insults. Just lots of F'ing etc.
Anyway last night a stupid row kicked off over me playing Xbox and him wanting the TV, he stormed upstairs, telling me to Fuck off, and then said "get rid of the kid, I never wanted it anyway, we aint staying together so no point in having it" - I was livid and said why didn't he say somethig before we started trying, he just said I started trying, he was hoping it never happened, so I might as well know now. I said I was going out, he did suggest I go under a bus as that would solve some problems.
I've had five days of being happily pregnant, and now how can I move on from this?
If baby goes, so does marriage, house and everything.
If baby doesn't go, he told me to prepare for being single, I think I can manage that, financially it will cripple me, but I don't know what my options are.
I'm so pissed off that he's wrecked a happy time, by being spiteful, he won't apologise either as he says it's my fault we rowed.
Will I get any financial help at all? I'm not talking maintenance or anything, I earn approx £37k, but will need to pay for full time childcare, rent a house and clear approx 10K of my own debt.
Thanks if you are still with me, I appreciate it.
Wow - how you're whole life can change in an instant. :(
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