I've just had a nasty row with DH and I am feeling confused.
It started small; DH is off to a golf thing tomorrow and casually dropped in "oh I did tell you that I'll be staying overnight, didn't I?". Um, nope . This was on the back of him turning up pissed tonight after a day at the cricket, coming back at 9pm when he said he'd try to be back earlier, then talking nonstop about himself and his clients without it entering his head to ask how I am. Answer: 7 weeks' pregnant, incredibly tired and pretty green around the gills, thank you.
I have no issue with the cricket/golf but was feeling doormatesque, and got the hump. He wheedled, drunkenly, at me then said something along the lines of "fine, fuck off then, what am I supposed to do, quit my job?". He storms upstairs and, directly next to the bedroom of our DS (18m) starts kicking the stairgate until it breaks.
He has form for this. It has been a couple of years but before then he would regularly trash our house in response to a verbal disagreement - smashed mirrors, kicked-in radiator covers, photos thrown at walls etc. I never feel in danger but I hate hate hate the fact that he destroys something we have worked so hard on and spent so much on. I feel it is incredibly disrespectful. He knows this, and knows how seriously I felt about it last time, hence he has been "good" recently.
So, anyway, this combined with the fact that our DS is sleeping next door makes me flip. I go up and scream at him to get out and push him along the corridor and downstairs (not so as he falls but moving him along). I'm ranting at him about how he promised he wouldn't do this ever again.
Downstairs we row more and his gist (all calm and controlled now ) is that this happened because I was sulking and he didn't understand what he'd done wrong. I basically don't care about the row and just want him never to trash the house, saying that that is always always a disproportionate response and that it's the kind of thing that violent drunks do. He's pretty much rolling his eyes.
It fizzles out and we are now in separate rooms.
We both have appalling tempers (although they don't often see the light of day) and I'm conscious that I was pushing him about - but that only happened because I felt so angry about the house thing and the fact that he did it even though DS was so close. But I hold my hands up.
I feel that I was right to be narked in the first place about being taken for granted and completely aggrieved that any part of him thinks that his behaviour was justified. Even though I know I didn't conduct myself brilliantly I don't want just to sweep it under the carpet.
It is difficult to prolong any discussion though because my parents are with us the rest of the week.
What should I do?
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TooManyTantrums · 06/06/2011 23:23
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