Just struggling a little bit - this is the first time since the Twunt left after his affair that it's dawned on me all the decisions I have to make on my own.
Just need someone to give me a slap around the face because feeling a bit down.
Took DD around another of the universities she's been accepted into (5 out of 5, proud mum moment!). We live right down on the south coast of England, been to look around Kings in London, last week was Leeds, yesterday Cardiff, so of course it's costing a fortune in fuel. I don't mind, anything for my daughter, but got back home last night, tired and drained and it really hit me that it is just me making all these decisions with her, no support from Him because he's too busy playing happy families with the latest girlfriend and her son who is due to go to uni.
I've managed to get through and deal with everything in the last 18 months, but whallop - great big fist in the face feeling last night.
I want my mummy!! (I really do, but sadly she's been dead 16 years).
And there's the thought of once DDs moved to uni, I am all on my lonesome in my house.
So - here's the plan, time for a downsize me thinks. Hate do that yet though, purely because it gives the soon to be ex his 45% share of the house (which he certainly doesn't deserve given it was my money that paid for it, but hey ho).
Sorry, just need that slap. I'm stopping rambling now
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LifeMovesOn · 17/03/2011 13:56
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