Guys
Sorry but a poster previously on here has raised an abuse topic which has just brought home to me again how angry I am. I suffered sexual abuse by my mums brother as a small child. When I told my mum (in my 20's)i asked her not to tell anyone. I had an eating disorder at the time and honestly felt I couldnt cope. A few years later I raised the topic again when I was feelign strong and said that I thought I should tell someone what had happened. This man was a raging alcoholic and my mother told me not to tell anyone, as it would "kill" my grandfather (my mums dad and this mans dad). But to wait until he died and then I could bring it out. She also blamed the alcohol on what he did.
Eventually (due to another cruel incident of a non sexual nature at teh hands of this man) I told my mum I was going to teh police. I received no family support. My cousins (whom I treated as my brothers and sisters) did not want to help me. In fact one of them had her dh suggest that I come home (I was living away at the time) and give details of what had happened so they could give this man a lie detector test. I had one of my aunts tell me not to go to the police she "didnt want her father upset" etc etc. I went to the police, they took my statement gave me examples of how they knew I was telling the truth, interviewed him adn unfortunately could not pursue it as there was not enough evidence.
this has created huge issues with my mum and I as I was basically called a liar by her family when she knows I was telling the truth. She didnt speak to them for a few years but is now back talking away, its not the same relationship according to her there isnt the trust there anymore but I ask myself then why does she bother talking to them. It angers me so much. I challenged one of my cousins about why I wasnt believed and the answer I got was "i dont know - I did andI didnt believe you, I just blanked it". My mum will give me no good reason why she pursues this relationship with them. I have a small child now and these people will actually telephone my mums house when Im there, ask to speak to my mother and ask how my child is, they are never done buying her presents either.
My problem is that I dont seem to be able to get past the anger I feel towards my mum. Ive tried counselling etc and I just dont seem to get anywhere. Can anyone out there give me their opinion?
I am being foolish to myself for now being able to move on.
deb
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deburca · 25/10/2010 18:54
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