First post on here, and it'll probably be a long one (sorry).
This is my 4th pregnancy, 0 children. History of recurrent miscarriage. We don't know why, although they never ruled out anything other than my progesterone levels, which are fine. Maybe now we're in a new area they'll help more. I'm at a young age so not age related.
I'm currently 7+4. At 5+2 we had a scan that revealed there was a sac and yolk sac, all very normal for that gestation. I'm back again Wednesday when I'm 8+2 to see if the pregnancy is viable. We had the scan partly because of my paranoia, partly because I had cramping that ended up lasting until week 6ish.
At 7 weeks I had slightly spotting, I checked my cervix and what came out onto the tissue was a pin prick of bright red and then just pinkish discharge. Fast forward to an hour or so later and there was nothing there at all, back to normal pregnancy CM again. No cramping.
I did panic but EPU said to keep my appointment for Wednesday anyway, which I have. In the last 48 hours my symptoms have almost disappeared. Sickness almost gone, tender boobs a thing of the past really. I was medicated at week 6 because I couldn't handle the nausea anymore. I am still taking the tablets every day but even when I was so sick I still felt nauseous... Now nothing.
I know Wednesday will reveal all but I just can't bare to lose another pregnancy. It sounds so selfish and cruel but I'm not worried about the baby as such, I'm worried about losing another pregnancy. About seeing my lovely DP's face drop. About letting family down, again, that my body failed to make this pregnancy a successful one.
This thread makes no real sense, just looking for some words of wisdom or support I suppose.
Thank you to anyone who takes the time to reply
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Hand to hold? My 8 week scan shall reveal all soon...
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