Hi, after some advice on how I can deal with my current situation a little bit better.
I'm currently 40+2. I had my term appointment with the registrar last Thursday. He did a scan and suspects that baby has already had a bowel movement as the water was not reflecting properly most likely because of meconium.
He also gave me a VE and as I'm 2cm dilated gave me a sweep. Baby was monitored for well over an hour and there was no sign of foetal distress. If there had been I would have been admitted, but instead sent home with the hope I'd go into labour over the weekend, if it doesn't I'm in on Wedneday for an induction.
On Thursday I was a bit freaked out but very hopeful the sweep would work, went for a walk and felt lots of pressure and some BH, but didn't go into labour. Spent all day Friday sitting on my ball and walked for over two hours lots of pressure again and BH whilst walking but still nothing. Saturday went for walk met friend who suggested Clary Sage, got some rubbed on bump started getting more pressure more BH but still no proper labour.
Today I'm just terrified, induction is the one thing that I've really struggled to try and mentally prepare myself when thinking about childbirth. I don't really know what to do, time is running out and I just can't stop crying and shouting at my DH (who has the patience of a saint). I've just run out of the ability to optomistic about being able to go into labour naturally.
I know the most important thing is the safe arrival of our baby but that doesn't stop my emotions being all over the place.
Any ideas what I can do to get my head in a better place?
Thanks
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thefurryone · 24/04/2011 16:10
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