Iv posted before about my in-laws and how demanding the have been with me and the baby. He’s 10 weeks this week and 1000% exclusively breastfed and has been since day 1.
Multiple arguments have gone on quite regular, WEEKLY to be precise as they seemed to be in denial and refusing to accept home truths or boundaries we put in place. It goes quite for a few days then next visit it starts all over again and I’m a person who stands my ground firmly!
We had quite a large argument this weekend as the in-laws became pushy with the baby again, demanding to see him at x-time until x-time. I accidentally caught on a phone call between my FIL and my Boyfriend to which the FIL said
“ she needs to stop being so selfish and psychotic with this baby. She is clearly struggling and breastfeeding is not working she needs to stop being so selfish and let us help feed the baby and take care of him. Mums fed up as she feels shes not allowed to be involved with caring for him. She would love to give him bottles when you visit and to be able to feed him. Why cant she just tit feed when she’s at home and then give him a bottle then we can all help and feel more involved with this baby, she could let him sleep over then and everyone else can enjoy him too. We don't see why we need to ask for permission to see or spend time with this baby, he belongs to everybody not just her. Mum feels she is being left out with the caring for this baby”
THE RAGE
The absolute RAGE that filled my body within is indescribable. I feel so pressured into giving up breastfeeding for someone else's selfish, self centred satisfaction. How many times do they have to be told that they are being incredibly SELFISH and CONTROLLING. Why so much pressure to make me change how the baby is fed!!! Why should I stop when the MIL exclusively breast fed all of her children!!!! I feel horrible as my partner is trapped in the middle, he’s tried talking to them, reasoning and it goes back to square one every single time. Grandma this, Grandma that, Grandmas upset, Grandma wants this or that. I hate it. Im so fed up and anxious. I can’t tolerate the outbursts anymore as its just pushed me to feel like I gave birth too a baby that was intended for them and their pleasure and not for me. I feel like I’m just the wet nurse. I waited for so many years to have a baby, I lost one in 2017 to my ex and then promised myself I would wait until the time was right and I met the right man. 2018 I met my current partner. I never realised when I became a parent with my partner; that his parents also automatically decided that they had a right to be the babies parents too. Its gone from excited first time grandparents to overbearing annoying people who dont like the word NO.
I have never known a more RUDE, selfish bunch as them in my life. The say we want to be good Grandparents. BACK OFF THEN, BACK OFF AND ACCEPT THAT YOUR CHILDREN HAVE GROWN UP AND HAD THEIR OWN, BUT YOUR GRANDCHILDREN ARE NOT YOUR OWN CHILDREN TO TAKE CHARGE OF SO STOP TRYING TO TAKE OVER. IT IS YOUR SONS BABY NOT YOURS.
(In my dreams id love to scream that at them but I wouldn’t dream of it as I'm too polite).
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KMoo22 · 29/08/2022 17:42
Maka21 · 29/08/2022 21:08
I had very similar. I am still getting over it now over 2 years later. Amongst many other stressors that were going on at the time, it has been the worst experience of my adult life, broken my trust in my in laws, and affected my relationship with my husband deeply.
you absolutely need to have your husband on side and it is really good your family support you (mine wanted to stay neutral and not rock the boat, which still hurts to this day,)
Sit down as calmly as you can alongside your husband and in laws and explain to them how their behaviour is affecting you mentally and the toll it is taking on your relationship. Give specific examples, say the most 5 hurtful experience s that you have gone through because of them.
You both will need to stand your ground on how you wish to go forward with them. Ie you will contact to arrange meet ups.
The relationship can be salvaged, it has (just about) for us but still has taken such a toll on me. I am now at the stage of trying to reconnect and repair with my husband.
Puffalicious · 29/08/2022 20:19
Yes, but you also need to respect other people's culture. If you were overbearing towards my babies I'd have told you to back off too- your culture or not, it's my child.
antelopevalley · 29/08/2022 19:48
Are they a different culture?
In Britain's white culture the baby belongs to the mum and dad. But that is not the same everywhere. In some cultures the baby does belong to the wider family. That does not mean you have to accept that, but just try and see their point of view.
I come from a different culture and do not understand how my nieces and nephews are not seen as the wider family. I ended up withdrawing and having little to do with them. There seemed no point being involved only to get rebuffed.
antelopevalley · 29/08/2022 19:48
Are they a different culture?
In Britain's white culture the baby belongs to the mum and dad. But that is not the same everywhere. In some cultures the baby does belong to the wider family. That does not mean you have to accept that, but just try and see their point of view.
I come from a different culture and do not understand how my nieces and nephews are not seen as the wider family. I ended up withdrawing and having little to do with them. There seemed no point being involved only to get rebuffed.
awwbiscuits · 29/08/2022 18:19
I'd be done. Like, done, done. No way is there any coming back from that.
KMoo22 · 29/08/2022 19:43
@excitingusername i honestly think she finds it hard too accept that for the first time in her life shes not in charge of something and for some reason a mother and her daughter are closer which is natural? I think she finds it hard too accept that I wont ever put her before my mum.
My mum made, carried, birthed and raised me, she will always be my priority above anyone except not before my baby ofc! He comes first always.
But she just lit a fire inside me and she let it spread and get out of control with her lack of willingness to listen, accept and get along with!
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KMoo22 · 29/08/2022 19:21
@excitingusername i think for her she seems to think because her son let her do everything and STILL does she can do it with me and the baby.
Im close to my mum anyways NATURALLY and she has some extreme jealousy over her which iv never understood as shes obsessed that my mum has him alone, feeds, changes, dresses him etc in reality she doesnt!! My dad's always at work he sees him for an hour maybe before we go to bed??
Shes fixated on all things and doing things with him being about her which ok fine she has first time grandma syndrome. But her hints went to nagging, nagging went to demanding, demanding has turned to possessiveness. Its like whenever shes with him she feels she can just waltz in and do what she wants and doesn't need permission...
Iv said you can have him for sleepovers WHEN he is old enough, but its not happening right now. Have patience and stop wishing his life away!
excitingusername · 29/08/2022 19:13
I would also say OP, that I had a particularly enraged reaction to my in-laws and while yours sound genuinely unreasonable, my in-laws didn't have to do very much for me to be 0-100. Just bear that in mind because women usually return to their Mums and some MIL feel like women take their sons and grandchildren away. It's a tricky one. I've also watched friends turn into near psychotic Mama Bears with their in-laws after they had their baby (you sound like you have reason, I'm just saying why it might be as bad as it is). I'm just noting that even the idea of them taking him for a walk is making you physically react with anxiety and revulsion - that's not necessarily just their overbearingness, I was the same and I had no idea just how fiercely protective and anguished I was about my child and how that came across to others.
It sounds like they have completely forgotten what it's like to be parents of babies and also I do think a certain generation was expected to just put up with interfering family members moreso than now. I was pissed off by visitors who didn't call in advance (GIL brought round random friends of hers who I didn't know and I was furious), people wearing perfumes and aftershaves when they held her because then her beautiful babyness smelt of stupid sprays and powders - it made me mad as a hatter. People not handing back when she cried etc etc.
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