Another mention. I posted yesterday saying I was well and needed some sleep and felt much better... Within 15mins of me posting that I was in tears again for no reason!! Hv came round today after I called her this morning, I had a full nights sleep lastnight and woke up feeling sad and was in tears within minutes. She was very understanding and said she could of guessed I'd get it from my abused childhood as she knows my history (!?) she reckons when you suppress such a thing having a baby can bring it all to the surface. I'm going to the GPS in the morning. I hope this doesn't last long I'm feeling more distant from my dp and dd day by day, I have completely lost my appetite (but I'm chuffed that iv lost so much weight after the birth at the same time [hmm]) amd can't even remember what day it is. I thought it was hormonal and would go away but it has gotten worse and it if it wasn't for some people saying on this site that I may need help I would never have realised. So thank you. I realise this is the parenting section on mn and I will start to use the antenatal -postnatal depression section from now on. I just wanted to give a heads up and a thank you to those of you who were concerned. Thanks again [smile]