I am 37 years old and was pregnant for the first time at the beginning of December last year .... we did the test on New Years Eve and were thrilled (I had suspected for a couple of weeks but did not really beleive I was that lucky so waited)... on 30th January I was in hospital having the pregnancy 'removed' we had seen a scan that showed twins, next scan 'disappearing twin' (I was bleedng a little which was why we had weekly scans) then at 10 weeks I was told that there was nothing and the remaining baby had only lived to 5-6 weeks
My due date is this weekend and apart from the odd blip over the past few months I have somehow remained sane, happy and fairly unscathed .. or so I thought .. I am now so low and feel like the stuffing has been pulled out of me ... I am so tired ... I shoul be trying for another but feel so detached from myself that I don't even want to go there ... can anyone share how they have felt?
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peanut990 · 27/08/2009 23:05
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