I don't know what I'm trying to gain from this, maybe a hand hold? :(
Me and 17mo DD's dad have recently separated. To be honest I'm absolutely gutted but it is what it is. Long story short, he wasn't happy. A little shock as we had just taken a break from trying for baby #2. Anyway, I've struggled with anxiety and panic in the past but wow has it come back with a vengeance.
The anxiety is particularly bad in the evenings. I dread my DD going to bed. It took 6 weeks from him leaving to be able to sit in the living room at night because it felt so lonely.
I've been having a lot of panic attacks, am back on sertraline and am waiting for mindsmatter to contact me, so I've taken some action but I just thought if anyone who's been through similar and has come out the other side could tell me it's going to be okay, I might believe it.
I would love to have more children, meet someone, just have a happy family life. But that's just so hard to picture whilst I feel so alone. Grieving the family I thought I was going to have so bad.
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jo1bo · 19/01/2024 10:27
This is heartening to hear. It feels so scary to begin again (me after 22 years with the same man!) but it also feels necessary.
thank you for sharing!
xx
jo1bo · 19/01/2024 10:27
This is heartening to hear. It feels so scary to begin again (me after 22 years with the same man!) but it also feels necessary.
thank you for sharing!
xx
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LondonerWith2 · 20/03/2024 21:05
Hey, this post was a while ago so I really hope you're doing well.
I have 2 little ones (5 and nearly 3) , me and their dad split in Jan (well, he just walked out) and I've been having the same
Due to certain meds I'm already on they won't put me on anti depressants as they can mix, they've given me propanolol for the attacks.
Nights are DEFINITELY the worst for me, my 2 go down about 7pm and I find myself rushing to bed just so that I can escape the loneliness.
How are you feeling now? I could really use someone to talk to, if you could to
Xxx
LondonerWith2 · 28/03/2024 20:50
It is SO nice to know I'm not the only one who does that, I told my sister and she looked at me like I was mad .. its getting better, I've been listening to different audio books and trying to occupy my mind meditating etc but still have all the same crap
Hopefully as you say, time heals xx
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