My husband and I have 2 children following ICSI. He had a undescended testicle that was operated on when he was 8 and it left him unable to father a child naturally. Obviously we didnt know there was a problem until we had been TTC for some time. It's now been 10 years since we started TTC. If I knew then what I know now I'd do it all differently but that's no use now. One child is his genetically and one isn't. We are a happy family. I'm now 44. My cycle is still normal and I still ovulate. I'm so broody for a third but husband says no way. We do have embryos in the freezer. My question is more for any female whose had partner infertility is when do you stop feeling sad. Every announcement of a pregnancy is like a kick in the teeth especially when it's accidental and they feel too old and unhappy about another. Every month I ovulate I feel sad, what's the point in sex as it upsets me that's all it takes most people. I hoped these feelings would leave when I had my second child but I want a third and I just feel infertility will always be with us. I'll be 70 and still sad I couldn't have more kids. I know I'm lucky (I hate that word after 21 rounds of treatment) to have 2 kids and appreciate what I have and all that. But when will I finally not be do upset by it all. I'm a SAHM with a 1 and 4 year old. I want to go back to work to get away from all the playgroups with people popping babies out all the time but then I'll miss out on my youngest. I just feel so sad. I hate every part of being older when I got to have children. I'm tired all the time and people always think it was a choice. It wasnt. I wasn't old when we started trying. It's been such a hard long 10 years and I want to move on but I don't know how.
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When do the feelings end - male infertility
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Cantdoright1 · 24/04/2018 11:46
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