I'm don't want to bore people with the whole story from A-Z so I'll shorten it considerably for all your sakes.
Basically I am fucked up. Over 32 years I have had ALL therapies, taken all the pills, done all the work but I am still so unwell. I am teetering on the edge of 'pulling the plug' on this. I have lived in hell for too long and I feel it's unfair that I am constantly living in perpetual misery, panic, anxiety, depression, ptsd, BPD and many other illnesses on top of those few. I don't get break. It's been relentless for 3 decades.
I've called the crisis team so many times, they put me in touch with the access and assessment team and we start the cycle of "oh, sorry, I see on your records that you've been discharged as you're too complex."
What am I meant to do with that? Am I actually supposed to attempt for them to help me? Yes, my situation is complex. It's ruined so many lives, mine, my families, relationships, I have been a burden for years and I've had enough of it. No one wants to help me anymore.
I don't have the money to go private, I can barely afford to eat. I don't have any pleasures in life, I don't do anything, I've nothing to look forward to, I feel like I am torturing myself by being around.
Don't know what to do.
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totallylost1 · 24/03/2024 00:28
Differentfromtherest · 24/03/2024 10:13
Mental health services are supportive but not a cure-all. Recovery requires personal effort and a commitment to incorporating new skills learned in therapy into daily life, akin to learning a new language. It's not a quick fix; it's a long-term commitment.
I've experienced my own struggles with mental health, but I've learned that ultimately, I am the one who can truly help myself. I've had to make changes to the way I live to enable me to live a happier, more fulfilling life, though I still face challenges at times, which I've come to accept as part of who I am.
It sounds like you have received a lot of help already, what additional help do you think you need to help you through this?
Boxingwhelp · 24/03/2024 10:18
This sounds quite judgemental. Everyone is different so just because you have managed to make the changes yourself doesn’t mean that the OP is in the same position.
Differentfromtherest · 24/03/2024 10:13
Mental health services are supportive but not a cure-all. Recovery requires personal effort and a commitment to incorporating new skills learned in therapy into daily life, akin to learning a new language. It's not a quick fix; it's a long-term commitment.
I've experienced my own struggles with mental health, but I've learned that ultimately, I am the one who can truly help myself. I've had to make changes to the way I live to enable me to live a happier, more fulfilling life, though I still face challenges at times, which I've come to accept as part of who I am.
It sounds like you have received a lot of help already, what additional help do you think you need to help you through this?
Differentfromtherest · 24/03/2024 10:25
No need to be so aggressive. I was responding to the OP, not you. Just because you find my post judgemental doesn't mean the OP will.
But if it makes you happy, before I post, I will run it over with you first to make sure it doesn't offend you.
Boxingwhelp · 24/03/2024 10:18
This sounds quite judgemental. Everyone is different so just because you have managed to make the changes yourself doesn’t mean that the OP is in the same position.
Differentfromtherest · 24/03/2024 10:13
Mental health services are supportive but not a cure-all. Recovery requires personal effort and a commitment to incorporating new skills learned in therapy into daily life, akin to learning a new language. It's not a quick fix; it's a long-term commitment.
I've experienced my own struggles with mental health, but I've learned that ultimately, I am the one who can truly help myself. I've had to make changes to the way I live to enable me to live a happier, more fulfilling life, though I still face challenges at times, which I've come to accept as part of who I am.
It sounds like you have received a lot of help already, what additional help do you think you need to help you through this?
Boxingwhelp · 24/03/2024 10:18
This sounds quite judgemental. Everyone is different so just because you have managed to make the changes yourself doesn’t mean that the OP is in the same position.
Differentfromtherest · 24/03/2024 10:13
Mental health services are supportive but not a cure-all. Recovery requires personal effort and a commitment to incorporating new skills learned in therapy into daily life, akin to learning a new language. It's not a quick fix; it's a long-term commitment.
I've experienced my own struggles with mental health, but I've learned that ultimately, I am the one who can truly help myself. I've had to make changes to the way I live to enable me to live a happier, more fulfilling life, though I still face challenges at times, which I've come to accept as part of who I am.
It sounds like you have received a lot of help already, what additional help do you think you need to help you through this?
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