i came on here a few years ago when i was having trouble with my alcoholic abusive mum.
i dont have any children but sometimes post on here as i found people have been so nice and caring after problems ive had.
i know to most people what i have going on is trivial but i feel like im cracking up at the moment.
its coming up to a year on friday that my dog died. he was my best friend and was there through me growing up, parents divorce, aloholic mum etc. i miss him terribly
my mum has been in and out of hospital due to drink and doesnt have long left to live and i have found out that my cousin has basically blackmailed my mum into giving her 15 grand so my mum can live with them (my cousin and her fiance were buying a new house)because she knew my mum wouldnt want to go back to livin in a bedsit and they have told her they will pay her back in to years. knowing full well she wont be here.
my cousins fiance has tried it on with me a couple of times and even though i told him nothing would happen and nothing ever did (i would not do that to her and also there is nothing remotely attractive about him) but during an argument over my mum my cousin said some spiteful things and i told her about her bloke. she said why would he pick me over her and then when i told her things he had said she has since gone v quiet.
work is just a mess. they sacked my friend who worked here last week and so i am now trying to find a new job in case they do the same to me. i used to talk to her about everything and now i just feel so down.
i work on an industrial estate and for a year there has been a guy that works opposite that i fancy like mad. we always chat and he asks how i am and remembers things ive told him etc etc. basically he has always acted like he is interested . before christmas he gave me a card and a box of chocs and then on the last day gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek. when i saw him last night after work he asked if i was ok as i had seemed down earlier on yest.. i found out today he has a girlfriend.
i know these things are so silly and there are worse things in the world happening to people. but i just feel like crying and like i cant cope anymore
sorry this is so long. i realise how childish i sound
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just need to get it all out i think
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sweetmonkey · 30/01/2007 10:06
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