This is long.
I have a friend, for about 2-3 yrs now. She is a highly accomplished professional, and we both come from the same hometown. When I first got to know her, we were in the same workplace, and she had just recovered from some sort of nervous breakdown, she said as a result of workplace bullying, which had resulted in a period of hospitalization.
We have a pleasant enough friendship, though I would not consider it particularly deep or significant to myself, and often I would part with her thinking ugh I will not hang out with her again. She generally seems more negative than I am, personality-wise, always talking about some feud in her workplace or with her family members (none of whom are here). I also found some of her views on eg refugees or housewives quite disturbing. However I am literally her only friend here, she is nice to my children, occasionally babysitting for me, and also when she is not raging about people, very educated and I often learned something new from talking to her. So I would give her a "pass", and we would hang out every couple of weeks or so, getting a drink or inviting her for dinner etc. Just trying to set out the context of our friendship here.
Fast forward two weeks ago when I received a phone call from someone from the local hospital (small town here), saying she had been hospitalized again in the mental issues ward (that is not its proper name), I am listed as her only emergency contact, could I go visit her, get her clothes etc.
Of course I am very upset and regardless of how I feel about her, I consider it my human duty to visit her, buy her food and snack items, on two occasions where she gave me the key to her place, I went and got her clothes, electronic devices etc. At this point, she is well enough that they let her go out by herself to her own place and get her clothes etc.
I don't much about what is going on with her due to medical confidentiality.
The fact is, at this point, I have visited her a few times, and I am finding visiting her really draining and upsetting. She used to rant before, now it is extremely paranoid and disturbing, of the order of "you need to go with your children to a witness protection program, they are after you" "they forcibly inject me with drugs and confined me in solitary" (is this a thing which still happens?). The second time I was there she told me we were leaving, they had no right to keep her, we went to the entrance -where the security didn't let her leave- she made a scene. I visited her last night, and she was cursing "them", spitting in the air, calling "them" her dogs. It was truly disturbing and I have no idea how to handle it. I left after 20 minutes.
Anyway, I realise I am sounding very selfish, this isn't about me, but that's why I'm posting anonymously here. I feel visiting her is affecting me, but I would feel horribly guilty if I just stopped going. I have no idea how long she will be staying there, not to mention I would feel very anxious if they just released her! I'm also afraid she might "turn" on me and include us- my family, children, in her list of enemies- last night she described how she went to buy a birthday present for my son and got into a fight with -the salesman? Something about how she realised "they" were after her in the toy shop.
I'm sure she is having adequate care and medical treatment- (is she really though?) but on this forum, i want to ask: how do I deal with this situation?
FWIW- i have not told any of my other friends nor intend to about what is going on with her.
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Need some support and advice on how to deal with friend currently hospitalized with mental issues
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Evelight · 09/12/2015 15:36
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