Someone talk to me....

[someonetalktome]

I am a regular before any muttering starts.

I just need someone to talk to me, I don't care about what. Right now I am in tears of hopelessness and frustration (teetering on and off depression, and this appears to be on). DD is calling down the stairs for me, and I can't bring myself to go up to her.

All I keep thinking is how quiet it would be if someone actually took notice of how I was feeling, and I was away from everything for a few days.

I'm not going to do anything stupid, so please don't panic, but right now I can see why someone would.

I don't know what I want from you lot, I just needed to get it out.

[mazzystar]

glad i managed to raise a titter at least.

sleep well, hope you all feel better in the morning

[QueenVictoria]

I totally sympathise with you FS.

I was holding my hands over DD's ears today at the docs whilst blubbing (like she didnt know). It makes you feel doubly crap doesnt it.

Have you taken DD to the docs?

I never enjoyed being pregnant. At all. I liked the bump itself, but thats it. But i never bloomed, or had a glow, or had bags of energy or any of the wonderful things that other woman describe, i was swollen, and grumpy, had mood swings, was permanently tired and looking after a 2 year old, had spd etcetc.

Dont feel bad for feeling bad. Give yourself a break and try and rest. DO talk to your DH - it helps tremendously and he may be able to come up with ways that he can help.

Hope your DD is better soon.
xx

[mazzystar]

fs, just realised both in liverpool, cat me if you fancy a coffee and a bun and a natter some time

[FlameRobin]

Thanks Mazzy, but I'm in Bournemouth

Feeling much more balanced today!!! Long night with DD (lots of coughing), she seems happy enough this morning though, and smells more normal, so I think its just a cold rather than a wee infection.

I know what my problem is - I don't react well to hormones (have bad moodswings on the pill too), and pregnancy tips me into antenatal depression. I was really bad a few weeks ago, and then the baby shifted so my pains stopped (thought it was SPD starting, but turns out was just a bloody awkward baby), and I started to feel human again... mood dropped at the start of the week again though

I'd better go get sorted - due out in about 20 mins, and DD is nowhere near dressed

[SnowQueenVictoria]

How are you doing today flame?

Hope you are feeling better