Name change for this because I've posted before and frankly it's embarrassing that I've carried on in a dead marriage for as long as I have.
I've spent a very long time wondering what to do for the best... we've not had sex for years (I gave up initiating when I got rejected over and over) and actually I don't really care anymore. I do miss intimacy on some level but more the affection than actual sex. But we sleep separately, I have someone to help with the bills (I earn slightly more than him) and someone to share chores with. He isn't brilliant but I work full time so he does some (when he feels like it).
But he's either noisy and obnoxious, with me and the kids. Disturbing them when they're playing quietly by annoying them then getting cross when they get upset with him. Or moody and treats us with what feels like contempt. So I realise now that my and DD's (x2) are walking on egg shells and it can't carry on.
I've tried talking to him, saying it might be best to separate but he doesn't see why I'm unhappy and can't answer why no sex. I suspect ED but he refuses to see a doctor.
So I've decided to quietly start getting my ducks in a row. But where to start? Is it best to suggest separation first rather than divorce straight away? I know he will refuse to move out and I can't afford the bills alone so we'd have to carry on being separated living together but I just can't see how that works in a practical sense. I am the main care giver, my girls don't respond well to him especially if I'm there as they prefer me and youngest I suspect is ND so struggles with any change and has severe violent meltdowns which he is AWFUL at dealing with. Urgh, this is why I end up plodding along. It's too hard and I'm scared I'll make it worse for my girls by uprooting us, and having to split their time between us.
Would welcome any advice or tips, I've trawled some advice on law websites but most don't seem to start at the beginning. And yes I will get legal advice, that's on my to-do list but if there's anyone with a similar situation, would love your advice. Sorry it's so long, thanks for reading if you got this far!
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NameChangeConfused · 11/04/2024 13:10
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