Yes it’s right to focus on disadvantaged children. Absolutely. I agree.
But why not all children?
dc1 struggled through Y1 and 2 because she was ahead of the curve. As a result she was not truly taught. For both years. While everyone else did the regular lesson and the TA worked with the disadvantaged, dc and her friend sat in the corner trying desperately to do advanced worksheets with no teaching at all.
It took me homeschooling her in lockdown to finally fully understand what was going on.
And whilst homeschooling, she thrived educationally and confidence wise. The transformation in her mood was so positive.
So in a weird way this cursed lockdown was good for her. She grasped all the skills she’d been given sheets for but not taught. Her confidence of course grew.
But what happens in September? If they’re catching up will she join in or be given sheets again?
Have I made the problem worse by sacrificing my work to teach her? Is she more ahead now so the problem is greater?
I don’t know. She had struggled in school before lockdown and thrived in it not I absolutely do not want to homeschool forever. That’s not me.
I know other kids have to catch up. Totally!
I don’t think my kid is a special exception.
I just feel confused about what to do for the best.