I have a six week old baby who, so far, has been exclusively breastfed. I so wanted to keep it that way, but I just feel like I'm losing my mind. I've had mastitis, thrush, cracked nipples and I've powered on through it all. I've done every feed day and night despite them only being an hour and a half apart. I started pumping to try and give myself a break but finding the time when I'm feeding so frequently is proving hard. I've really tried to keep on going but it's just one battle after another. I spoke to my consultant today about how I feel and they suggested combination feeding, so I popped into Tesco and picked up some aptamil and I just can't bring myself to do it.
DH said to go to bed, catch up on sleep and he'll whip up a bottle and I went to bed for all of 5 minutes before running down and stopping him. I look at my baby and how healthy they look and I just feel so proud that it's all me that's done that and I can't bare it. I know formula isn't poison, and I don't judge anyone for formula feeding, I really want to relieve some pressure on myself for the sake of my mental health. Why do I feel like this? I just can't go through with it but I honestly feel ill be so much more relaxed if I do.
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Dealing with feeding related guilt?
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HalliesMam · 20/08/2019 16:56
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