I have only spoken about this on one mumsnet thread as i found it too hard to deal with. My grandad was diagnosed with Lung & Brain Cancer and sadly died on Tuesday evening.
TBH, i don't even know why i am writing this thread because i don't seem to take any notice of what people are saying to me and it doesn't seem to help in the slightest.
He was 82, had a good life, got to see all 4 kids grow up, most of his grandchildren and even got to meet some great grandchildren (including my DD). I know all of this is true and great but it isn't a consolation.
First i cried and shook uncontrolably, then yesterday i seemed to be doing OK and talked about it alot but today i just feel numb. I haven't had a wink of sleep because everytime i close my eyes i see his face, i laid awake for hours last night just thinking of the stories he used to tell me and my brothers and the funny sayings he used to come out with.
Don't know what else to say, i just feel numb and exhausted.
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Springchicken · 21/04/2005 09:00
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