My best friend is going to die very soon, and I'm beginning to lose it now. I've already buried one close friend this year right before my exams started, and last year I buried 2-3 more. Over the last 8 years I've lost more than a dozen family members, and I've lost as many, if not more, friends. The youngest was 9 years old. Now I'm facing losing another one, but I don't know what to do. He's the last person alive who was there for me when I was badly depressed, and if he dies I will have no one. My relationship with my parents is not the best, and I've had some very bad experiences with "professionals". My last exam was today and I didn't sleep last night, I have a horrible feeling tonight is going to be another long one. And I'm babysitting on Friday so I need sleep, and stuff with my boyfriend isn't going well. I just feel so alone, and if I lose my friend now I don't know what I'll do. This terrifies me because there's always been one other person I could count on when people died, and sadly it was him. I'm sorry, I know this sounds pathetic. I just feel lost. What does one do when all seems lost?
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Too many people dying and now another one
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tiredofbadwifi · 17/06/2015 22:07
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