I was widowed in my early 40's when my darling husband died suddenly of a heart attack. He went to work and never came back, leaving me with 2 teenage children to bring up.
Some days it seems like only yesterday he was with us and other times like a million years. I hate Christmas every year now but would never tell my family that. Every year between Christmas and the anniversary today I feel as if I am struggling, really struggling to live a "normal" life. I want him back so much it hurts physically and I can't breathe properly.
My DM lost my dad when she was the same age as me and she used to help me so much but she has gone now as well.
Please tell me how I can get through life and be happy, not just going through the motions and pretending to everybody that I am fine.
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10 Years today since my darling husband died.
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cornishcreamtea · 23/01/2014 16:57
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