Very bad day today. Usual crap, money family etc. Have been at boiling point since nine and DD done a massive poo that went everywhere. So i stripped her off cleaned her and let her have some nappy free time for a while. She has been in a moany mood today, (crying from about 7)and just generally be a pain in the bum, she has just mastered crawling and pulling herself up, and like i said i was at boiling point. Anyway i decided to get her dressed again as i couldn't face cleaning up another pee, and she protested madly at this. Kept trying to roll over and get away screaming the place down, pulling off her tights and everything. I just lost it shouted at her (guilt is immense) and bust into tears. She then screamed some more at i just threw the tights and went into the other room to calm down. I phoned my husband to get him to talk me down from the ledge and he heard DD crying in the background and then gave me an earful for leaving her. I HAD to leave to stop me from completely losing the plot and IM the bad guy??
Im having real trouble coping at the min. Everything seems to be going wrong and DD is at a really exhausting stage, the crawling explorer with no sense of danger. I NEED some time out. The worst of it is when i try to talk to anyone all they say is "oh it will only get worse." Thank you for that condescending advice. I need help NOW!!
AIBU for asking to be able to make sure i don't end up in a loony bin? She was perfectly safe when i left her im not that bad, i just needed to take a moment for my self.
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maighdlin · 08/07/2010 13:15
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