Advice from parents of Neuro diverse children and/or families with 3+ children would be particularly welcome here.
I have 4dc aged 8 to 18. The younger 2 are ND.
Every day i feel like I don't have room for my own self and identity to exist, like I don't even have space in my own head to even consider what I might like to do for myself for 10 minutes of the day. It feels almost like going through the newborn stage again, in terms of how consumed I am feeling being a parent atm.
DH is very supportive, works from home, splits housework etc, and is also very involved with DC, but he is the higher earner so works full time and therefore there is only so much time he can give.
After a morning spent accommodating our younger DC's specific and sometimes conflicting needs and trying to soothe their meltdowns, the moment I sit down with a cup of tea, one of my teens will start complaining about something without even asking if it's a good time. Eg. They'll come into the room huffing angrily 'Why am I so spotty today?' 'Whats for dinner?' 'Youll never guess what happened to me at work yesterday!'
Yes, I understand teens need their parents a lot emotionally, but it's as though they feel they own me, like I should be on call 24/7. If I respectfully request we talk later, they mope off and make me feel guilty, and therefore unable to truly enjoy my meagre 10 minutes to put my feet up that I'd been looking forward to all morning.
Meals are often restricted to a few family favourites due to sensory issues, it's easier and cheaper to cook the same/similar for everyone, but it means i rarely get to eat the things I'd like to.
The younger 2 have sleep issues so despite implementing a solid bedtime routine, they get up frequently in the evenings due to funny noises/moths/not being able to sleep. Once they're finally asleep, I usually get teens shouting at me because they're stressing about friends/school/work etc. 'Wheres my tie?' 'My chargers broken!' 'Why don't I have my school timetable yet?' If I offer advice or reminders, it's usually ignored, laughed at or rejected, but if I don't offer advice they complain I don't help them enough.
I've had to give up full time work to homeschool my youngest as she couldn't cope with mainstream school and wasn't offered any alternative. She was too anxious to attend school and the LA were threatening me with non attendance procedures. I work a part time admin job now from home but even this gets constantly interrupted...
How do I set some much needed boundaries? AIBU for even thinking it's possible for me to have any time, space or thoughts for myself in this situation? Is this my life now? Does anyone else find it's possible to have a fulfilling job/life of their own in a similar situation? Even right now I've got dc2 knocking on the bedroom door 😂
AIBU?
To feel crowded out of my own life?
PurplePeach83 · 04/09/2022 17:39
GoneWithTheWine1 · 04/09/2022 17:53
Leave them with your husband over the weekend.
Book yourself an overnight hotel stay. Once a month. Have YOU time.
I have two DC with Sen needs with zero support/help from family. I totally understand where your coming from.
PurplePeach83 · 04/09/2022 18:45
Thanks @ohsotired2022 . I've always fancied running, but I've always had a sizeable chest so find it uncomfortable and feel self conscious. I'd love to join a gym but now I'm working part time, it's not something we can afford right now. I'll definitely consider power walking or something though.
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