I'm feeling it's too hard. Dc3 has been ill this week and not been able to go to childcare. I feel guilt that I'm not at work and concern about work situations/cases (health/social care) and the s**t that will be waiting for me when I get back.
I feel guilt that I was hoping they'd accept her back tomorrow but they can't.
I feel my mental health deteriorating, I couldn't hold back the tears when doing bedtime story for dc2 tonight.
I hate the feeling that people think I'm unreliable at work.
Maybe it was a stupid idea to think I could juggle it? I don't know how I'm going to make up the hours I missed this wk. half terms coming up when I had leave booked. One of my working days next wk dc2 has a special assembly I was going to ask to go in late so I could go but it's hard now I've missed this wk, though dc2 would be devastated if I'm not there.
Anyone else feel like this?
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shittestmumintheworld · 17/05/2017 22:09
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