AIBU to ask if anyone had concerns about their toddler’s development that turned out to be unfounded?

[MrsMcKeon]

DS is 21 months and I have a few concerns about his development, mostly around the difficulty I experience in engaging with him as he often completely ignores me; and doesn’t seem to register things like changes in my tone of voice at all. He also hates hugs and kisses and will wriggle away from them.

I’m in the very early stages of pregnancy again right now and after a couple of early miscarriages, I am very worried about that, so possibly my concerns are more caused by my general anxiety levels than anything else.

I have been looking on the SN forum and reading experiences from people who had concerns about their children that were proven to be accurate. But it has occurred to be that people who had concerns about their children that proved to be unfounded are unlikely to be posting on the SN forum, so I thought I would ask here if anyone had concerns and it later turned out there was nothing to worry about?

[Lolj88]

@HitchFlix thanks for replying. When you say you DD would never sit and cuddle did she push away? I EBF and she will sit for her bed but it if i take her off the boob try and cuddle she immediately pushed away. Even with my husband, mum! I think it’s maybe her personality. Apart from this noise that has started this week where she grunts for everything and when we have sat her down for meals this week she has kicked off! Could be teething! I think I’m getting myself worked up for no reason but it’s hard. You just want everything to be ok. X

[englishroseamongstirishthorns]

One of my now-teens was a terrible toddler. She didn't stand until she was 9m old and even then she refused to do anything but stand there looking at me. She also didnt form proper sentences until she was 14 months old and I was terrified she would be special and not be able to go to the same school as my older child as it required an entrance test. Luckily, things evened out later and she is now getting straight As and on course for Oxbridge so all fine. Try not to worry too much.

[PieInTheSky71]

Mine's a bit back to front from what you asked. I didn't really have any major concerns about my two when they were under 5 apart from my eldest seeming to have a minor physical delay.

Both really bright. Son had tantrums but they didn't start until age 3. Daughter never tantrumed at all!

It was when they were both around the age of 7 that I noticed things weren't quite right. Looking back, the signs were there but very subtle signs. Both in Key Stage 2 and have multiple diagnosis' now including ASD.

[HitchFlix]

Ah didn't see it was an old thread. The same applies though Lolj88 my DD1 would never sit and cuddle and I too was quite worried when she was the same age as your DC, even more so when DD2 was born and was the complete opposite. Please try not to worry!

[HitchFlix]

Me. Convinced DD1 would be diagnosed with ASD. She does have some very mild sensory issues - mostly around food - but has grown out of all the concerning behaviors she had as a toddler and is thriving. Bright, articulate and sociable. Always wise to keep an eye and ask for professional advice, but try not to worry too much OP.

[Lolj88]

I’m curious as to an update on this. I have a 7 month old. She will not cuddle at all forces me away. Will let me massage her pick her up when she is crying and I can hold her “whilst standing” but I couldn’t just sit on the sofa and cuddle or cuddle her to sleep! I’m googling all kinds worries she is autistic. She has good eye contact. Babbles always smiling and laughing. Doesn’t fixate on anything. But does make a noise where she sounds frustrated. It’s like one noise for everything! Am I being paranoid? How is your DC now? X

[MrsMcKeon]

I think I will make an appointment Catwoman, hopefully it will put my mind at rest.

[catwoman0815]

OP, if you are really concerned I would speak to HV or maybe better GP (HVs are notoriously useless when it comes to atypical development).

The issue is, nobody on here can tell if there is reason for concern or not. Just because some random little Johnny turned out 'fine', it doesn't mean that your DS will (not that he won't). But if you are concerned, run it via people who can assess him and can tell you if he needs extra support or not.

[MrsMcKeon]

Thanks for that list Dora, it's very informative. DS had trouble breastfeeding too, feeding generally actually, but we put that down to a tongue tie.

He has tried to feed me for a long time, which is a good sign I guess.

He has only just started to bring me his toys to show them to me.

And he has pointed for quite a few months now but I honestly can't remember when he started, definitely before 18 months though.

Yongnian, can I ask what you noticed/didn't notice in you children?

[DoraDunn]

In terms of autism, it's not lack of speech that's a concern it's lack of functional communication. I'm always amazed at how many people worry about autism based purely on lack of speech and also how many people are shocked at a late diagnosis and say autism never crossed their mind as their child was talking in sentences before 2.

[BalloonSlayer]

Oh by the way, when he has his 2 year check . . . they keep asking questions till they get 5 noes - "so can he do x?", "can he do y?" So you will always finish with saying no to the last few questions. For years I thought "oh no, DC had its 2 year check and couldn't do the last 5 things they are supposed to do at 2!" But it's not like that. They work out what they can do and work out a developmental age from that.

[BalloonSlayer]

All my DCs had speech delay. DD was the worst - no words at all at 2 years old. Both older ones speak completely normally now and are very good verbally, v articulate with good vocabularies. Youngest 9 a bit lispy and babyish sounding but so were the others at this age. Speech therapist said it was just something funny about my DCs and didn't bother with DC3.

[DoraDunn]

That should be batting away at baby gym

[DoraDunn]

Sorry, posted too soon. It was clear as day to me because I'd had two older children who had developed normally. I'd worried about them, as you do, but they were unfounded and just the usual stuff. Ds3 was different.

[DoraDunn]

I worried about DS1&2 but they are fine. I told myself I wouldn't worry about ds3 but I was fairly sure early on that he was on the spectrum and he does indeed have autism.

My concerns were:
-he couldn't/wouldn't breastfeed
-He had no interest in the baby gym whereas his older brothers had been bathing away by 10wks
-he didn't turn to look at me when I spoke or entered the room.
-he didn't seek comfort from me. In fact, he didn't like cuddles at all really and didn't relax into me when picked up the way the others did
-he didn't ever try and share his rice cakes with me like his siblings were going by about 10mths.
-I looked out for pointing (a developmental biggie) from 9mths. Most children point furiously by 12-14mths. He was still not pointing at 18mths which made me sure.
-there was no showing or sharing with me by 18mths either. His brothers and subsequently his sister were all holding stuff up to show me by then or before.

[TheSnowFairy]

I thought DS2 was colour blind (didn't know them long after everyone else and it's a family trait).

He's now 12 and knows them all

[CheerfulMuddler]

I think all parents worries about something or other. Particularly with first borns.

[TheNoodlesIncident]

Is he due to have his two-year check soon? (If they still do this...) If he is, it's the ideal time to mention anything that concerns you as they do ask about your child's development and whether you are satisfied with it.

If they don't still do these checks, you can always make an appointment with your GP/health visitors to discuss it anyway, and maybe your fears can be put to rest.

[yongnian]

It is hard, nothing to compare to and fear of being seen as an over-anxious mum, was what I felt. (Also had never had my own similar difficulties supported which didn't help)
And in retrospect, since having DD2 there are many things that she does/doesn't do that I realise now DD1 never did/did. And I was pretty baffled from a young age with her, but I still missed a lot of markers.
I'm aware this doesn't sound reassuring...but really, just want to encourage you that it's ok to trust your instincts and get things checked out, even if things turn out to be totally neurotypical. No healthcare professional will criticise you for that, and ultimately they are ones who are best placed to know.
Good luck, and with your pregnancy.

[MrsMcKeon]

Thanks Yongnian, I'm also finding it difficult that, having only one child, I have nothing to compare him to.

[yongnian]

I've both experiences - with DD1 my concerns were eventually proved correct - high-functioning autism, developmental coordination disorder plus one or two other things. Being my eldest child however, I really had nothing to compare things to and delayed asking for help as I really wasn't sure. She also presented without a speech delay and 'masking' in public, so basically it was only me and DH that could see the major issues she had, which made ourselves doubt whether we were just getting it wrong.
With DD2 I was obviously a bit more hyper vigilant. I noticed she had a speech delay but by the time she had a SALT assessment she had caught up, so there was nothing further needed there. I also noticed she was exceptionally hyper mobile and this was confirmed by paediatrician and OT, though it's the benign type. She does have shoe inserts to help.
I think she has a few ASD traits also (genetically more likely to anyway as sibling diagnosed) but will just be keeping an eye on these to see how things pan out. Again, I might just be being a bit hyper-aware and it will depend on how much it starts affecting her daily life as she gets older as to whether I ask for assessment.
I think the main thing is, to voice your concerns and get things explored by those who are in a position to confirm or not. Generally speaking Paediatrician's, CAMHS workers, OTs, SALT etc are not keen to make a diagnosis where there isn't one. And the waiting lists are generally long, so if you do have concerns, it might be good to get in the queue as soon as you can.
Good luck, I know it's hard - I did the lengthy assessment for her diagnosis the week before giving birth to DD2 and it was all a bit too much really.

[MrsMcKeon]

Thank you so much for all the responses; they are very reassuring. I am still unsure how I will proceed but I am going to start recording any concerns in a notebook so I will have good records if I need them in future.

[MyDSMakeMeGreyButTheyreFab]

Our two year old:

Had regular meltdowns
Didn't like 'messy' food
Walked on tip toes a lot
Severe speech delay
Hated hugs and kisses-cried when I kissed him once
Avoided eye contact
Had difficulty socialising

He's 5now and the Headteacher told me this morning he is a "model pupil"-he has completely changed and although he isn't exceeding in all areas he's trying his bloody hardest and is coming on leaps and bounds.

He cuddles now
He has a lovely circle of friends
He talks to strangers

He still doesn't like 'messy food' too much-he's a chocolate, chips and chicken boy (where our other two boys eat everything)

Dc do change and develop. However- I would always trust your instinct and if you feel he may need extra support then go to the gp and ask for a referral.

Our ds was under the paediatrician and had slt since he was two and only recently discharged. He was diagnosed with a language disorder-I thought he was on the autistic spectrum.

[Oblomov17]

My advice to anyone would be to privately note things down, with a date , and their age, so that you can look back on it, if necessary.
Better still, a video, on your phone is evidence.Then, if you do ever need it, if you need to start the GP, Paed referral thing for a diagnosis of autism say, then atleast you are ahead of the game. And if you don't need it, great, no one needs to know how completely over anxious you were !!

[allowlsthinkalot]

I have both experiences.

I was convinced my son had Aspergers and others said no, he engages with you and has good eye contact. He does indeed have Aspergers. I knew he was on the spectrum when he was a toddler.

However, my daughter was always tripping over her feet. I was convinced she had motor difficulties. She's seven and brought home her gymnastics medal last night.

My other daughter didn't speak until she was 2. I was concerned. She's four now and never shuts up.