Seen the post earlier about checking Facebook timeline in case old messages were showing from 2007/2008 and was surprised to see how different I sounded then.
The 2 things I think that have changed me totally are starting my new job in 2007, where to be frank my personality has been ground out of me- I'm the youngest by a long way in an office of middle aged women have never fitted in and this has gradually knocked away at me. Secondly in 2009I was diagnosed with a life changing medical condition it was a hard year I nearly lost everything that year and it's took ever since to try and get things back go some sort of normality.
Anyway from reading those old posts it makes me feel sad for the girl I once was- happy and young. I feel like such a bitter bitch now and even though my life is changing again (for the better this time) - I'm going to become a first time mum soon I wonder if I'll ever get back to just being how I once was. Maybe I've just grown up and this is who I am now ?!
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To think I've totally changed...for the worse
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Natnat29 · 25/09/2012 08:54
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